My Favourite Disease

Wanting, watching, debating
On which way to run to
Haunted, voices, craving
Someone to run toI haven't lost myself in a long time
I never tried to care when I wanted to
I just wanna be part of something
I just wanna to be real like youSometimes, I feel like a monster
And times, I feel like a saint
I'm on my knees
You're my favorite diseaseSilent, warnings tell me
That I've let things come undone
Show me, teach me the way to heaven
'Cause no other way canI haven't lost myself in a long time
I never tried to care when I wanted to
I just wanted to be part of something
I just wanted to be real like youSometimes, I feel like a monster
And times, I feel like a saint
I'm on my knees
You're my favorite diseaseCloser, closer, closer to you
I need to be closer
Have closure, get closer to you
Every step I takeSometimes, I feel like a monster
And times, I feel like a saint
I'm on my knees
You're my favorite disease
And I love the way you kill me
Love the way you heal meSometimes, I feel like a monster
And times, I feel like a saint
I'm on my knees
You're my favorite disease
And I love the way you kill me
Love the way you heal meI love the way you kill me
Love the way you heal me
I love the way you kill me
Love the way you heal meI love the way you kill me
Love the way you heal me
I love the way you kill me
Love the way you heal me