Hurt

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's realThe needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Kill it all away
But I remember everythingWhat have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the endAnd you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurtI wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repairBeneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right hereWhat have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the endAnd you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurtIf I could start again
A million miles away
i will let you down
I would find a way