In The Ether

In the ether, I hang suspended
I wait for you, and I know you're near
And this high heaven, my world's appended
I feel raw passion, I feel no fearI'm dizzy with love but you never appear
In the gloom of this room, of this cell down hereAnd oh, this place isn't truly real
And that locked my love, it expands and sprays
The light will find me, bend to warn me
You are my root to the billion daysI'm drunk with you and I can't explain
Who or where I am, oh, how I'm in painRocking, rocking me, rhythm is shocking me
Just like a child in your fist, you are knocking me
Rocking and rocking, oh, autistic caged
I am rocking and rocking and rocking and wretchedI'm drunk with you and I can't explain
Who or where I am, oh, how I'm in painIn the ether, in the etherIn the ether, I wait for you
Hanging in this mist that I know isn't real
There is nothing there, there's no you, no me
Even love, it's crazy, I still appealThis is heavenly hell, I appear insane
I have no idea who there is to blame