DESERTED HOUSE

Fate had dealt with me in cattle .
He had to go in the footsteps of his father .
B rose to a high title
And his wife would even not even peak.
She would behave posderzhannee ,
Do not blame the lack of kernel .
But I worked as a manager of cleaning ,
And worse than that , perhaps, only the cancer clinic .
Let's just say the work is not prestigious .
I am among the outcasts , life ashamed ,
Let's face it , the fate descended ,
For which suicide is probably the best solution .
Fortuna send them to scrub bucket ,
Of course, their lives - hell , in your opinion,
They offend your senses ,
Their very existence - is sacrilege .
When the school for ten years of release
Classmate in front of me has grown,
Now - Director of Spa ,
In my teenage dreams not just kissing.
She asked me my occupation,
And the truth , I somehow could not tell her.
Came up with the joke poumestnee ,
But she was gone, lost interest in me .
I first felt ,
What is the life of me , I do not want to believe him,
Like, poverty is not a vice, and most importantly, to
The man was good. Fuck you in the ass !
It is a consolation for the weak.
I feel sorry for no one is allowed .
Want to despise - despise openly ,
Psevdodruzhelyubie - is torture !
By the way, my wife is unknown .
Empathy in our house outside the law,
Actively preached anger and rage ,
Decency abandoned to the upper tier .
Houses do not feel at home,
Here, everything provokes thunder.
I try to sit quietly in the corner ,
To stupor afraid of waking the baby.
This article is a separate :
The rights to it , I do not have .
I do not know , but somehow all at once decided ,
That in his son's room the way I ordered.
I told them a hundred times , that is absurd :
Prohibit own father to see his son .
But answer me are furious Teschin cramps :
She is afraid of the evil eye and damage !
Thinks I'm a witch ,
Our whole family under her heel.
The wife does not dare argue with her ,
Break down our lives it is worth nothing.
Forever threatening the sale cottage -
Type of treatment it is necessary money .
In an easy to let the world
It is his own daughter - her on dick .
Oh, who would take the soul?
I have long forgotten what friendship.
Old friend , I do not need ,
New friends as if I did not need .
They kind of boring , do not know Che so
In his own work I have a strange eccentric,
I willed neighbors bast .
It's time to climb in the mirror and cry !
I succumbed to sadness ,
Whimpered , waiting , when let go,
Pursing his lips , dreaming of revenge,
Anyone wanting to be in my place.
My life has collapsed .
Its luck , pre trahnuv .
Ahead I smell nothing but fear and pain.
Plaintive cry I can not control myself .
But one morning
Something in me as if turned .
Yesterday I had never occurred ,
But now I realized that this is my strong point !
And so I'm miserable and gray ,
But I decided I do not need half-measures .
I'll be the most worthless , and
Let pissing everywhere driven rags .
I stop to change clothes ,
Plus now the shower will not find me.
I will speak softly and indistinctly :
....... - What ?
For the mother- in bath timidly peep ,
Behind the cupboard vodka stash ,
Three-year Vovka in the hearts of kicking ,
A wife whisper embarrassing : & quot; I accidentally , Cach & quot ;.
I would be disgusted if louse
A ispohablyu any landscape .
Children beside me shudder ,
Adults at the meeting hurl stuffing.
I seen a rainbow future .
That's because I have where to go .
Just jerk I've become,
But my goal - to become nanonichtozhestvom .