Lipgloss and Letdown

Blind to the answers,
Find yourself,
Walk for the moment,
Find the reason in yourself,
Theres a reason for you and i,
Take this time to find a meaning,
A reason to sit back and measure the worst 6 years of my life,
Waiting for your legs to close on my best friends,
Last night I saw your life flash before my eyes,
Why did I laugh so hard baby? (you won't be back and I'm still laughing) I never meant to hurt you(but I did) I'm sorry that you cried so hard darling,
I'll never hurt you again, take this time to find your tongue,
A sorry excuse to stop your lies,
The best 30 seconds of my life,
My angel take your pills,
My angel I sold your ring,
And now I can't stop laughing,
I didnt want it this way,
I hope you're happy where you are and I'm glad to say I put you there,
Who's the one that's laughing now,
I'm the one who's laughing now(now theres nothing left to say I hope you're feeling my embrace,
And I can't sleep) you should have left me sleeping,
You should have let me sleep...