Vigilant Always

pneuma has left me now
and oh i forget it
there's something to say
for someone who won't talk to me
waiting
i'm not going
why not
maybe
i know she's there beneath my window
there's a noise in her heart and it's fucking her up 
be to me the one and only
i should know cause she told me so
i know cause i'm right
come to my window and throw stones of jell-o
there's a little black spot and she knows it's her conscience
i hope she learns how to cope with the pain in her heart
cause it's tearing her apart
be one while i sleep
wide awake
her eyes take me